Okay, so I've not written in a long while, but life keeps turning and turning.....and I am learning and practicing to surrender. Much has happened since I last wrote.
I attended a Groovy Goddess Sleep Over Weekend at the start of Nov. What an interesting weekend that was. Letting myself be held and physically loved by my Goddess Sisters was a very healing experience for me. Cried my eyes out that weekend, but it was a cleansing cry that took place.
Also attended Get It On this past weekend, a course offered by the Get A Life Organization. Again I was practicing surrendering to the feminine and masculine. As a single/available woman I was asked to make a list of the qualities that I'm looking for in my man that I am attracting into my life. That part was easy. Then we were asked to make a list of the reciprocal of that of wish we want to attract. So a few things that I put on my list were I want my man to have strength, (and I don't just mean physical strength, but also emotional, and mental as well), have direction, have purpose. So what do I have to do/be in order to attract that into my life? I came up with surrender and trust! The two other women that I was working with in creating our lists also suggested that I need to ask for help and receive it as well.
Very interesting......I ask for help at work when I don't understand something. But I don't very often ask for help when not at work. It takes a lot of courage for me to do so. I expressed that to a few others a couple of days ago. A Goddess who was listening on the phone call said that I can call her. It was wonderful to hear that from her.
Another thing we spoke about on the phone was what we as Goddesses can do to drop into our feminine more. We agreed to get up and dance for about 10min each morning, to music that doesn't have words. It'll be a good practice to get into my body each morning and move it.
Tonight I came home from work, and had a hot wonderful shower by candle light, I also lit many other candles around my living room, have been listening to calming music tonight as I sit and get creative! I also indulged in some chocolate mint tea, and some chocolates made by Lindt! Very tasty!!
So Sister, I invite and encourage you to do something to bring out your feminine each day. Be gentle with yourself if you don't. Just take it one step at a time!
