Mystery and Illusion

This morning the two Goddess Oracle cards that flipped over in my hands were Nut and Maya.  Two interesting Goddesses.

First Maya, she is the Goddess of Illusion, my own illusion.  She talks about lifting the veils of the illusion.  It was interesting today I was working today at the day care.  I was working with the toddlers (1.5yr olds to almost 3 year olds).  They have no veils around them, I saw that today, they are just in awe of everything around them.  They really have no fear of anything.  It brought me to tears at one point.  They were just raw, fully present being them.

Started thinking of myself.  how often do I hide behind the illusion or the veils?  Not as often these days.  I pretty much show my emotion and express my emotion on my sleeve.  You will know when I'm upset, or happy.  It's taken a lot of tears, growth to remove the veils.  I show up as I am, I'm not as afraid any more.  I know I've lost friends because of it, and I may loose more who knows.  I have also noticed that I have been attracting to me some amazing connections with others who are willing to stand with me, see me, and accept me for who I am and how I show up in each moment.  The connections I've made over the past month has been amazing, I've been showing up. 

As I commented on a friend's status today, I do my best to show up as an Awakened Goddess living what the motto is of my business embracing and accepting my own wisdom, beauty, grace, and power. 

Here is the picture of Maya from the Goddess Oracle book by Amy Sophia M.  She is also seen as the maiden Goddess of the amazing triple Goddess Kali.  That is why she looks child like.

As I said the other to flip over this morning was Nut, the Goddess of Mystery.  Nut is the night sky, stretching over head.  She is the great Universe, the unknown.  She says to trust the mystery, the Universe.  I am really starting to do this, trusting the Universe and letting go of my wanting to know everything that is going on. 

As I have said before, once I relaxed a bit about not being able to dance with my teacher's company things started opening up for me.  I trusted the process and the mystery of the Universe.  I remain open to all the possibilities.

With these two Goddesses with me today, it was wonderful.  How often do you uncover the veils of you to bring the real you out?  And trust the Mystery all at the same time?  I bet lots!!


This is a mini video about Nut, the Goddess of the Mystery.  I found it on you-tube.

Trust the process!

Wow!  What a week!  Over the pasts week I've been at two amazing networking events for women business makers.  And let me just say Wow!  The first one was called Womanation.  A small group of women getting together and connecting, sharing contact info and hearing some great speakers!

Then on Thursday night, I was invited to a second event E-Women Calgary.  Again, a great event, been meeting some brilliant women!  All the women I connected with, or reconnected with are so supportive. 

It's taking a lot of trust of these women surrendering to the process.  Letting them guide me and lift me up.  This for many Goddesses is something they work on constantly!  To surrender to the Goddesses, to trust the unknown.

There are many fears around the unknown.....will it work, what's next, and the big question HOW!?!?  I have begun to really start to trust others, the Universe, and especially myself.  That little knot in my stomach that sometimes grows really big.  For me sometimes it's overwhelming at times.  It's all the build up of all the how questions that are growing.

Although, once I give that little "how" another job, I can relax and trust.  Can you? 

Going with the flow and trusting the Universe and myself.  On Tuesday I was at the Womanation event where I saw some beautiful Goddesses we all were connecting and getting to know each other.  One of the amazing ladies asked if I was going to be at another event on Thursday.  I said I didn't know about it.  It was rather interesting what happened next.  The one Goddess called over another and said that I didn't know about the E-Women event.  She said to me "you're coming, no discussion, you're coming."  I relaxed, trusted the process, and I ended up at the event early even on the Thursday evening.

The word relax is a tough one for me to let in.  Even when I was younger, it was hard for me to relax and just let go.  To trust that things will work out, or even relax my body, I know holding things in can be hurtful on my body as well as my heart.  Who doesn't need to remember that?

I love how the Universe is just all lining things up for me.  Once I let go and trust the process. 

When was the last time you trusted the Universe?

Find below a song/video about trusting the Universe/God what ever you believe in.  I stumbled upon the video.  Not what I normally listen too!  But the words are pretty amazing!

Land of Opportunity is an Attitude!

"The Land of Opportunity is an attitude. It is an openness to new ideas, a willingness to listen, an eagerness to learn, a desire to grow, and the flexibility to change." ~ BJ Gallagher

Wow!!! This quote came to me at the perfect time, I want to share it with you! Within the organization that I work at, I have a new job starting soon. I think life is all about the land of opportunity, or as I also like to call it, a door of opportunity. It's like the universe is a huge catalogue! Do you have a vision board? Or do you have lists of what you want in life? Or at least have you day dreamed about what you want in life?

The door of opportunity is totally an attitude. Being open to accept new things. I just accepted a new job that I didn't even officially apply for. I had applied for one position, and my boss thought I would be more suited for another one. I listened to what she said. I have a desire to grow within the organization where I work, and I am flexible!

Many different teachers express that your thoughts become things. So think good thoughts! I've been trying to remain in a positive state. Being open to the universe and to say YES!